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Ron Hutchcraft Ministries - The Stink Takes Over - #4538
You may feel a little defensive about the input that you like, but just ask yourself a few questions about what you watch, and what you listen to, what you read, what you laugh at, and who you hang around with. Is it making me a little harder inside than I was? Am I having more sinful fantasies than I used to? Am I becoming a little more tolerant of sinful things than I ever used to put up with? Am I flirting mentally with some of the things that I know are wrong? Am I finding the good things less interesting and more boring? Is my heart getting a little colder toward Jesus?
http://hutchcraft.com/A-Word-With-You/Your-Relationships/The-Stink-Takes-Over-4538
Topics:
Sex, Marriage, Love, Purity, Your Relationships, 2 Corinthians
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I am finding myself struggling with sex outside of marriage, watching porn on the internet and don’t know where to turn. I have many partners and yes i’m finding myself getting a little colder toward Jesus.
I got saved in 2004 and went to a Free Christian Home (for 2 years) where i was involved in ministry and thought that i had been called to be a pastors wife and start a chuch somewhere in the inner city to reach out to drug addicts. Things changed and a door opened for me at that church and i went through it. Here i was in this big world, no longer protected and covered by His blood 24/7. However i managed to pray every day on my knees,and stay celebate for a whole year (outside the 2 years “in the church”) So for 3 years i “LIVED FOR JESUS” Until a man upstairs in my apt building took interest in me. I KNEW better. I let him in and had sex with him. I cried the next day when he left. I felt like i had really hurt God in a very big way.
Well it didn’t stop there……….I’ve been addicted to sex and internet pornography ever since. Please help me!!!!!!!!!!! I’m drowning!!!! And only JESUS can save me but i have to turn away from my sins and that is what i’m struggling with so very much! I go to church, and i pay my tighs faithfully, but faith without works is dead. The wages of sin is death, and just because i’m paying my tighs and going to church just isn’t enough. I desire to live for HIM once again. I’m finding my life meaningless without following the word of God 100 percent!